Saturday, March 29, 2008

i'm a virgin...

at this blog thing...ok so i saw many of my work friends are using this and basically writing about their lives. i thought this would be fun for me to do and a good creative outlet for me to write or should i say type my thoughts. keeping a diary is way to hard and i'm not that secretive of a person anyway.


ok so things going on in my life right now....i'm getting ready to graduate in less than a month in a half and i AM SO READY! i will probably miss some aspects of high school but not most of them . i am very ready to move out on my own and live MY LIFE. i plan on going to a junior college to get my pre-recs done then get my nursing degree. i'm 99% sure that i want to go into the nursing field. i am a caring person and a hard worker...the only thing i'm worried about is working under a lot of pressure...the ER might not be my scene but well see. enough about that...

So my parents...well i used to have a lot better relationship with them than i do now. i have always been a strong-willed child to raise, however since i've turned eighteen last november, i've had the "right" to do what i want. THe rents don't want this one bit, "u live in our house, you go by the rules" i mostly respect that i just don't see why certain SMALL things matter...you kno? but i think once graduation rolls along and they realize i'm serious about doing great things with my life they will back off a little bit.

I have an amazing boyfriend...JERROD. He is one of the nicest guys i know and is truly genuine, and very talented. He makes me a better person and i am so thankful for that. Weve been together almost two months and prom is coming up next weekend...WAHOO! im very excited! we rented his tux, and got my dress altered...that was a...hmmmm... ADVENTURE!?

Music is my passion, i have been playing piano for nine years, and singing for as long as i can remember. I'm taking voice lessons and have regionals and state coming up. I'm singing "the Lord's twenty-third psalm" and "Sen Corre Lanelleta" it should be interesting..i still have to perfect those songs and memorize them...uh oh. The thing i love to do most is to compose and write my own music. mainly i find a cool chord riff or progression and go with it...i have about six songs so far and am working on recording them all...one is done, its called "Can't let you go" and i play the piano, and add the strings, while i sing the chorus and first verse. i wrote most of it, and Jerrod actually rapped two verses on it, it is very amazing that we collaborated and made something so stron..i love it...i'll put it up here soon if i can.

I love my friends so much, Alana, adriana (1 and 2) jordan, laura, kristen, lexi, stephanie, christina, maria, katie...i could go on...anyways they are my "bitches" as i like to call them, there amazing and i dont kno what i would do with out them...

Well thats all i kno... well see how this goes